here, i tell you the truth.

sitting there on a bench where we used to have our little conversations every morning, i could feel a feeling of relief wash over me that i was finally able to let go of our every almost.

what i hardly realized was i romanticized those things we had in the past more than they deserved. i grew accustomed to the idea of you that i had planted inside my head. and the idea itself became my muse.

while you never were.

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kita terpaku pada garis batas yang begitu remang. tergelitik melihat suratan dan niat besarnya dalam menyerai rasa. setelah ini, setelah bintang yang menjadi pusat tata surya itu tenggelam di kaki langit, kita akan meredup bersamanya. tidak ada yang lebih paham dari kita sendiri, bahwa kita tidak akan pernah menjadi asa.